Thursday, July 29, 2010


See, after reading my whole entire blog, I have really realized, how...far lets say, I have come. Time, is a funny thing. Every year, the game of life gets harder, we humans either adjust to the higher level of difficulty, or gets left behind. While playing with others, you can benefit from them, or miss a turn from their betrayal. You can face foothills, or mountains. But in the end, you overcome what you have your mind set to. You can work hard, and get a good career, and be successful, or just pass off the least you can give, and live life hating it. Every year, we face new challenges. Each one harder than the previous one. From learning to walk and talk, to passing your end of the year final in school, and so on. Some challenges in life need intelligence, some need power, and some require the support from the people around you. Such as friends, family, and maybe even the thought, of your idol, or influence, even if you don't know them. I myself have never been the one in school with all the friends, and popularity, but knowing that my family is behind me in what I do, friends don't seem so important. My family is extremely important to me. They help me when I need it, and make me laugh in the hardest of times. My life hasn't been the greatest, but is is important to think of yourself on the side with greener grass, to see the happiness in the problem. Some people, (and I know a few) like to see their problems, ignore them, and then when they escalate to the point of explosion, like to wallow in self pity. After seeing this happen to others and having a flash of it myself, I have come to realize how ignoring problems, and pitying yourself never solves the problem. Now, I am one to know that sometimes a situations need to be ignored to get solved, and how self pity from time to time isn't a problem. But in almost everything you will come across in life, you need to find a happy medium. 2 years have passed (almost) since I first wrote on this blog, and so now, I have really realized how time has transformed me. I go from a perky little girl with friends, and excitement, to someone else completely, it feels like. I can't say that I'm too perky anymore, and I'm always getting in fights with friends. I am older now, even if it is only by 2 years, and I find comfort in my brothers and sisters, and my mom, and music I have come across, or my family have recommended/played for me. Life is supposed to mean something. And I don't know what that is. Nobody know what life holds for us. Everyday hold a surprise, whether its good or bad, minor or major. We won't know what tomorrow's secret holds.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Avenged Sevenfold

Well, after being broke for a while, I finally scrounged up enough money to buy an iTunes card, to of course buy the new Avenged Sevenfold CD. All I have to say about it, is that it is flippin' amazing. Kinda sad, with so many lyrics written for and about The Rev's death :( but, still incredibly glorious.