Wow...

See, after reading my whole entire blog, I have really realized, how...far lets say, I have come. Time, is a funny thing. Every year, the game of life gets harder, we humans either adjust to the higher level of difficulty, or gets left behind. While playing with others, you can benefit from them, or miss a turn from their betrayal. You can face foothills, or mountains. But in the end, you overcome what you have your mind set to. You can work hard, and get a good career, and be successful, or just pass off the least you can give, and live life hating it. Every year, we face new challenges. Each one harder than the previous one. From learning to walk and talk, to passing your end of the year final in school, and so on. Some challenges in life need intelligence, some need power, and some require the support from the people around you. Such as friends, family, and maybe even the thought, of your idol, or influence, even if you don't know them. I myself have never been the one in school with all the friends, and popularity, but knowing that my family is behind me in what I do, friends don't seem so important. My family is extremely important to me. They help me when I need it, and make me laugh in the hardest of times. My life hasn't been the greatest, but is is important to think of yourself on the side with greener grass, to see the happiness in the problem. Some people, (and I know a few) like to see their problems, ignore them, and then when they escalate to the point of explosion, like to wallow in self pity. After seeing this happen to others and having a flash of it myself, I have come to realize how ignoring problems, and pitying yourself never solves the problem. Now, I am one to know that sometimes a situations need to be ignored to get solved, and how self pity from time to time isn't a problem. But in almost everything you will come across in life, you need to find a happy medium. 2 years have passed (almost) since I first wrote on this blog, and so now, I have really realized how time has transformed me. I go from a perky little girl with friends, and excitement, to someone else completely, it feels like. I can't say that I'm too perky anymore, and I'm always getting in fights with friends. I am older now, even if it is only by 2 years, and I find comfort in my brothers and sisters, and my mom, and music I have come across, or my family have recommended/played for me. Life is supposed to mean something. And I don't know what that is. Nobody know what life holds for us. Everyday hold a surprise, whether its good or bad, minor or major. We won't know what tomorrow's secret holds.

Avenged Sevenfold

Well, after being broke for a while, I finally scrounged up enough money to buy an iTunes card, to of course buy the new Avenged Sevenfold CD. All I have to say about it, is that it is flippin' amazing. Kinda sad, with so many lyrics written for and about The Rev's death :( but, still incredibly glorious.

Awesome day!!!

Today me and Heidi and Holly went to make bead bracelets, my costed like 22 bucks. oh well. I have almost 150 dollars and spent 8 dollars so far, so I didn't really care about how much I spent on my bracelet. Then we went to a candy store, but didn't buy anything. Then Ben showed us his apartment and then we went grocery shopping. and then Cody and I read, while Holly and Heidi watched TV. That was pretty much it... it was an awesome day though!!!!

Not much in Canada...

Just chillin' in Holly's. I'll post later. I am tired...

Too Long...

Wow! It has been forever since I have written on this thing!!!! I actually forgot my password...But anyhoo, I really didn't get a chance to write on here once school started!I had homework and all that other junk.I really did forget about my blog, but hopefully from now on,I am a little more commited to doing it. Probably once my book report on a book I am reading in class is done (Just started book) and my points are caught up, then I will get a few more posts on here.I am really busy with reading for class nowadays that I can't seem to catch up with anything. I guess that school has been going good for me! First Trimester is over and now I am on a harder one apparently...Ugh. I just got switched into another 3rd period class and things have been a little hecktic. But good news, I am still getting straight A's!

when I first started this blog, I had all of one friend! yipee! Now, I seem to have many. Katy, Karli, Shae, Anna, Ava. They all Have helped me very much through the past little while so if any of you are reading this, thanks!!

Band is going good for me too. I am also in jazz band which is a part of my school and other schools. Band is really easy, and they said that if you join it that beware that it's difficult. Its harder, but not much. Hey Megan, are you still playing barry sax? I might be playing Bass Clarinet next year!!!!yay!!

Well thats pretty much it for now!!

Little

Well i guess that i have been too busy to write on my blog again! But to tell you the truth, i haven't done that much in the past few days. But today........ I woke up with the worst headache. And to add to that, i have a horrible ear ache. Whenever i touched my ear, it hurt so bad that i thought that bleeding was not surprising. But I couldn't do anything about it because i usally don't take medicine by myself, so I "suffered" all morning. My mom was out all morning so I couldn't ask her what to do. All day i was looking for stuff to do. My sister and I were going to go to the pool today, but it looked like it was going to rain almost all day. So i read with my sister,and walked the dogs. Yesterday, my step sister came with her chiwawa, Liberty. I swear that dog is the smallest dog I ever saw. I was going to walk both dogs at the same time, Feather and Liberty.but it was too hard so my sister came with me. I walked I walked Liberty while my sister walked Feather.On the route we usally take, we have to pass by there Great Danes. Feather doesn't mind them, But Liberty stood up to them! Barking and trying to get of the leash and get at 'em. She didn't, but, if she was off a leash... On the walkes,we usally go around a circle twice. But since Liberty has such little legs, we go around once, and then she is so tired that she sleeps for a long time afterwards.Holly, I think you will love Liberty.

too hot

Didn't really do much today. Got up at about noon, had breakfast ( or lunch whatever you want) and read for a little while. Then i talked with my other sister on the phone and then talked to my buddie on the phone also. Me and my sister were planning to go to the library, we walked about not even a quarter of the way there, and we were so hot and dehidrated that we dicided to go home. We decided that we were also going to go to the pool. After alot of talking my sister into it, (she didn't want to go this day any more) We went. I thought we had a pretty good time. My sister was splashing me and she kept going "LOOK!!! LOOK!" I just thought that she was trying to bring back the oldest trick in the book to splash me again. Turns out that she was pointing to one of my new friends that live down my street. We had to got out of the pool soon, so we just planned on walking home together. Later on, after dinner I took our dog out for a walk and picked her up. (we planned it at the pool) We went around the circle i usually go around 2 times, 5 times. Just talking. She is planning on comeing tomorrow to go to my house and the pool. i'm excited for that! Then i watched some of a movie, and then read again. So hope tomorrow is good. Really, i do!